Blur

Who can I blame?
This is insane
The pain
Betrayed by my own self
and sadness brings
a certain sense
of awakening

Trust is gone
Love is lost

I get a grip
I lose control
I see what to do
I know
But I am afraid to take action
and I am a coward

I struggle to not struggle
Alone with my frustrations
I fear my fears
and I see my future

through the blur of my shed tears