Mirror

Posted in Uncategorized on March 6, 2008 by organicsauce

Spring is here and summer soon
I’m feel myself getting old
Hundreds of tiny reflections
From the shattered mirror on the floor
I can’t hide from the reality any more
Naked and alone in this big old home
Bleeding from the fist, dripping on the hardwood floor
Why did I punch the man in the mirror?
Maybe it’s just a phase I’m in
Maybe I just really hate mirrors

World

Posted in Uncategorized on March 3, 2008 by organicsauce

Helpless slave to this situation
Worry of the unknown
Anticipation
I wish I had a looking glass
Into the devious world
of circumstance

Sitting alone in the dark
I can’t wait around for a miracle
This ship is guided with tattered sails
Torn and distraught
I’m not feeling too well

My heart is beating way too fast
Is it love or is it fear?
I can’t help but wonder
The message is not very clear
I wish I was strong enough to stand

Sweat drips and feverish shiver
With my shaking hand I lift the bottle
Not longer tasting
I’m fading fast
Cryptic reality, my head is spinning

I don’t know how much time has passed

Wakening

Posted in Uncategorized on March 1, 2008 by organicsauce

A wakening
Enter the desert
These wide open spaces
These intimidating places
I hover
And I see
Beyond the physical
Beyond the nature
Free to think; boundless
Open mind; fearless
Possibilities; endless
If only I were as brave
In the flesh
Or could care less

Tide

Posted in Uncategorized on February 20, 2008 by organicsauce

I wrote
our names
in the sand
And the waves
washed them away
again
But, I think the tide
is changing
So forget the past
Let’s make this last
Our own
Happy ending

Little Moments

Posted in Uncategorized on February 12, 2008 by organicsauce

She sits
on the corner of the bed
She smells
The scent of his skin
She feels
The release of his passion
She loves
Little moments like these

Nowhere

Posted in Uncategorized on February 1, 2008 by organicsauce


I stare at the cracks
in the corner of these eyes
staring back
indifferent and insecure
can’t seem to let go
I want to let go
I need to go
Nowhere to go

Consumed by misguided consciousness
and sinking deeper
within this desperation
It takes longer to satisfy
Losing control

Is this my fate?
Alone
Should I choose to embrace
This new reality,
this illusion?

I must keep going
Just keep going
despite my tendency
to hide behind my cowardice

Use Me

Posted in Uncategorized on May 21, 2007 by organicsauce

I’m a disposable man
with a disposable heart
disposable mind
disposable will
disposable feelings
disposable being

I’m just a little negative
a little scorned
a little pessimistic
a little conditioned
a little defeated

I want to crawl underground
and hide alone in a wilderness of pain
I want to stop this needing, stop the feeling
I want a different kind of lust

Feel free to walk all over me
Stomp your feet and stomp in my head
Break me down and make me bleed
Use me so I feel needed