Archive for March, 2006

Courage Waits

Posted in Uncategorized on March 22, 2006 by organicsauce

Staring at the bottom of the bottle
The sting of your words
and the hate between the lines
is all the strength I need
to empty another one

Waiting for the pain fade
and turn this bitter rage
into a quiet roar
just another sip of courage
before I stumble out that door


Twist of Fate

Posted in Uncategorized on March 11, 2006 by organicsauce

You suck the life out of me
Stabbing me with your comments and hateful glances
Turning your back and leaving me confused
Your kiss, empty of emotion and full of fear
My fear, the only emotion left inside of me
I struggle with my wants and what is right
Unselfish and thinking
The bigger picture eclipsing my own needs and desires
I wish I didn’t have so many wishes
And that I could live the happiness that I’ve only felt in dreams
Where the sun shines upon my good fortune and fantasy
Temptation tempts, turning me from the path I know I need to follow
But one can only give of one’s soul for so long
The bleeding of this path leaves me feeling like a sleeping limb
Pins and needles, a constant reminder of the sacrifice

Who to Blame

Posted in Uncategorized on March 10, 2006 by organicsauce

Maybe I’m starting to feel again
I think this could be real
I don’t know what I’m saying
I thought I’d never heal
I feel I ramble on
Making no sense of the situation
Falling on deaf ears
And callused heart
What is the point really?
In the end, it will be what will be
This mending left me with a scar
And I will never be the same
Maybe this is how it was meant to be
I’m the only one I can blame

The Drive

Posted in Uncategorized on March 9, 2006 by organicsauce

Lets go for a drive
Hit the highway with an unknown destination
Ill swing on by and pick you up
Well put the top down
And taunt the wind
Heading west, chasing our shadow and dashed lines
I just need to get out of here for a while
Ive had enough of this place
This thing I have become
Shackled in my own life
Crank up the tunes and lean back
Pressing the pedal down and testing the limits of this thing
Engine vibrates and we motor on
Turning south
Following the signs to no mans land
No one will find us now
Time is ticking and Im in a hurry for no reason
Other than to get the hell out of here
So, lets go
Pack a bag and bring a smile
We are running away
Heading to the place I call

Some Day

Posted in Uncategorized on March 8, 2006 by organicsauce

I keep looking
I just don’t know what I’m looking for
I’m constantly searching
There are just too many doors
I need some guidance
Someone to show me the way
I hope I get another chance
I might get there some day

There is no use

Posted in Uncategorized on March 7, 2006 by organicsauce

I can’t take what you give
I can’t give what you need
There is no use
Things seemed to have changed
What am I supposed to do?
Time says it is too late
Can’t turn it around now
There is no excuse
There is no use

So Fragile

Posted in Uncategorized on March 6, 2006 by organicsauce

She gave in
Gave him her heart
He got scared and ran
Dropping it
And it shattered
She stood there
Staring down
Hands shaking
Eyes flooded with tears
His shadow fading
No words
Just broken pieces
Just like last time