Archive for December, 2006

Chase

Posted in Uncategorized on December 11, 2006 by organicsauce

Chasing dreams
like the fading sunset
always just beyond reach
yet again today
just like yesterday
Is it my imagination?
Still I chase
Still I believe the lies

Decisions

Posted in Uncategorized on December 5, 2006 by organicsauce

She cries
and she cries
all night long
so alone
to the song
the love song
alone, against the wall
she sits in moonlight glow
full moon, shadow
she won’t say why
the tears in her eyes
like smoke
burning
decisions

Don’t be surprised
you made her this way

The Song

Posted in Uncategorized on December 5, 2006 by organicsauce

Blind to the visions
these constant reminders
in the corner of my mind
I tumble

Hands and knees
on broken glass
broken fall
falling again
I keep falling
keep failing
Stumbling on this way
my way
the way

I will find my way
back home
new home
any home
or I’ll die
along the way

Why doesn’t anyone
believe me?

I can’t turn around
no turning back around
I don’t know how
Tired and beat

Cuts
on my hands
reminds me
of my journey
the sting

Memories
black and white
I hope it’s
a sweet tomorrow

The song is almost over

Anymore

Posted in Uncategorized on December 4, 2006 by organicsauce

A prisoner in my own head
but it’s my own fault
I know
I won’t say anything
to anyone
anymore
I think it’s easier that way
I’ll slowly start to fade away
and maybe it will get better

The Reason

Posted in Uncategorized on December 1, 2006 by organicsauce

Eyes closed
she listens to the beat of her broken heart
the dream still vivid
what brought her so suddenly awake
sweating and shaking
fear trembles her lip
voices
she heard the voices again
telling her to do it
just do it
don’t be afraid
they said
the choir of conscience
the reason behind the addiction
the source of her affliction
and nightmares
nothing seems to kill the pain

Wicked

Posted in Uncategorized on December 1, 2006 by organicsauce

I climb the rock
and scan the skies
Darkness fills the valley
as storm clouds roll in again

These wicked thoughts
This wicked grin
You fell for it
Once again

I’m not gonna say I’m sorry
No apology
Soon these feelings will be gone
Just like me

Gone away

Posted in Uncategorized on December 1, 2006 by organicsauce

I haven’t been the same since you’ve gone away
I think I saw you just the other day
He was with you and I felt ashamed
That my love for you was still the same

I thought by now I’d be over you
I should have known that it wasn’t true
I always thought it would never end
I just wish you were still a friend